Stirrings and Musings within Me. {156.}

Radhasoami Dayal Ki Daya

Radhasoami Sahai

May Compassionate Radhasoami Shower His Grace

May Radhasoami Help

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Radhasoami!

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Oh, help me, my Supreme Parent

arrive unto You at the earliest!

There are now stirrings within me

evoking words from a mystical well

too deep for me to fathom.

I feel I am steadily evolving

beyond disease, health, my very body,

into another aura sired by my resonating prayers

that can instantly heal or wreak

all that it pleases.

There is an intuitiveness  

manifesting through my mind

that knows every truth there is

the unalloyed truth

the whole truth

shorn of distortion or verbiage.

Every mystery now stands resolved

and every question implicitly answered.

I have met and mated with the truth

and she is God.

I am amazingly moving

beyond sleep and wakefulness

into a continuing trance

that permeates my living.

I am inexorably transcending

beyond life and death

into a loftier realm

where the twilight glows  

and the words infinity and eternity

have been fully realized.

I mock sorrow and joy alike

serene in a bliss that heralds

nascent paradise to me.

Like all life so far

this, too, shall soon pass

and the path ahead lit

by God’s growing potent Grace.

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Radhasoami!

God’s Melodies Compel Mystical Union. {152.}

Radhasoami Dayal Ki Daya

Radhasoami Sahai

May Compassionate Radhasoami Shower His Grace

May Radhasoami Help

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Radhasoami!

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Yes, this is it,

quite tantalizingly close, anyway.

The whirl subsides,

the Beauty draws.

Mystically dancing by the very 

edge of limited human reality; 

as the ego gets beheaded,

I eerily slide off it,  

into the abyss that contains

heavens yielding their unalloyed truths.

The fulcrum that governs life,

the seat of the soul,

God’s aspect nascent within me,

face to face with God,

reborn into a functional force.

I transcend life’s measly bondage,

gliding among the eternal skies

of infinite awareness, consciousness, and

the bliss of reclaimed Home.  

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Radhasoami!

Exclusive Focus Causes God’s Reciprocation. {148.}

Radhasoami Dayal Ki Daya

Radhasoami Sahai

May Compassionate Radhasoami Shower His Grace

May Radhasoami Help

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Radhasoami!

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I am nought save in my faith.

I think of nothing else.

I value only God’s Pleasure.

I desire only redemption soon.

I speak only about mysticism.

I do but serve Mission.

I am shut to all else

and singlemindedly concentrated on my goal.

The inevitable has to occur,

is happening now,

and will naturally continue

until my faith stands fully consummated.

God shall really become and prove

the reality and experience

to my entire life and fate.  

So, let Grace work miracles,

even as I humbly pray

to the Supreme Force that causes

this entire existential play.

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Radhasoami!

God, Life and Death Reconciled. {146.}

Radhasoami Dayal Ki Daya

Radhasoami Sahai

May Compassionate Radhasoami Shower His Grace

May Radhasoami Help

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Radhasoami!

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My impulse to mysticism may be summarized thus well:

Life is essentially just not worth living;  

And right, final and early death is eminently desirable. 

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Radhasoami!

My Loneliness Blossoms into Togetherness. {144.}

Radhasoami Dayal Ki Daya

Radhasoami Sahai

May Compassionate Radhasoami Shower His Grace

May Radhasoami Help

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Radhasoami!

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in loneliness i recklessly 
delved deep within myself

until there was no i

to even experience feeling alone.

whom they all call god

is my being;

i have realized the truth

but life thralls me yet.

i long for the freedom

that was mine before birth

and i shall triumph

in challenging, transcending death.

god is a mere

state of my being.

and paradise the home

all exiled yearn for.

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Radhasoami!

Glorious Is My Lord Radhasoami! {139.}

Radhasoami!

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The following is a poetic ode and prayer to the Supreme Godhead Radhasoami that I am yet writing; it’s not yet over. However, I am posting these lines for your reading and feedback.

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In love am I with my beloved Radhasoami.

Also fortunate recipient of love from Loving Radhasoami.

Infinite love is the very essence of Radhasoami.

The boundless source of pure love is Radhasoami.  

The name of the Supreme Godhead Is Radhasoami.

The Lord of the loftiest paradise Is Radhasoami.

The creator of all existence Is Mighty Radhasoami.

The Supreme Parent of all deities Is Radhasoami.

Reverberating in every speck of creation Is Radhasoami.

Resonating vibrantly in my every breath Is Radhasoami.

Incarnated on earth during Kaliyuga Is Compassionate Radhasoami.

Resolved to Redeem all living beings Is Radhasoami.

The ultimate divine Authority Is only Absolute Radhasoami.

The Supreme Arbiter of every destiny Is Radhasoami.

Every essence, manifestation and perception Is really Radhasoami.

The original source and final destination Is Radhasoami.

Mysterious and unfathomable beyond words Is Elusive Radhasoami.

The consummation of every sincere faith Is Radhasoami.

The Supermagnet Transmuting all into gold Is Radhasoami.

Faith in Whom guarantees salvation Is Merciful Radhasoami. 

A continuing intergenerational lineage of Masters defines Radhasoami.

Devotees’ uninterrupted spiritual progress across lifetimes Enables Radhasoami.   

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In my heart reverberates the primordial Sound Radhasoami.

My dazzled eyes behold the Countenance of Radhasoami.

In my very bones lies devotion to Radhasoami.

Flowing as my blood is the elixir Radhasoami.

Alive in all my bodily cells Is Radhasoami.

My humble abilities are divine gifts from Radhasoami. 

I shun superficial society intent on worshipping Radhasoami.

I disdain worldly lures enraptured by Enchanting Radhasoami. 

I perceive life’s illusory plays, Enlightened by Radhasoami.

I rule all my senses, Helped by Radhasoami.

My entire living is dedicated to pleasing Radhasoami. 

Life is meaningful in the afterlife of Radhasoami. 

In solitude Lending me togetherness Is Caring Radhasoami. 

Despite life’s trials I remain blissful with Radhasoami.

Keeping His tools healthy and energetic Is Radhasoami.

The certain cure of every ailment Is Radhasoami.

My refuge is the redemptive shade of Radhasoami.

Pilgrim’s destination is the Lotus Feet of Radhasoami. 

I know true peace with the Serene Radhasoami.

I find real joy with the Blissful Radhasoami.

Devotion as an end in itself Evokes Radhasoami.

Noble service is its own reward, Teaches Radhasoami.

Every problem gets solved with my Awesome Radhasoami.

Every foe gets vanquished by my Savior Radhasoami. 

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Your true Parent Is but my beloved Radhasoami.

Your salvation would be union with eternal Radhasoami.

This world is floundering in quest of Radhasoami.

Ushering in a new world order Is Radhasoami.

You live in search of only divine Radhasoami.

You will find lasting satisfaction only in Radhasoami. 

Whichever god you revere, you worship but Radhasoami.

The ultimate religion has been Founded by Radhasoami.

Discard your lesser gods and surrender unto Radhasoami.

Your false beliefs prevent you from deserving Radhasoami. 

Seek the Personal God, beyond the Name Radhasoami.

Meditate as prescribed, to internally unite with Radhasoami.

The blind see celestial visions Aided by Radhasoami.

The deaf hear divine melodies Enabled by Radhasoami.

Science will salute Mysticism if so Ordains Radhasoami.

Humanity is turning to God, Willed by Radhasoami.

If you have once encountered the Name Radhasoami.

You shall eventually be definitely Redeemed by Radhasoami.

Genuine quest of God is Valued by Radhasoami.

Earnest efforts for redemption are Rewarded by Radhasoami.

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Radhasoami!

I Just Want Out Fast. {138.}

Radhasoami!
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This life seems got not of my asking
I withdraw from it into my own being.


I seek to be neither beggar nor king
Evolved beyond need of thought, emotion, talking, doing.


My best hours are spent but in meditating
Deaf to the world, hearing celestial bells ringing.


Nothing worthwhile has ever come free or easy
Redemption needs deep faith, perseverance bred of sincerity.


Life is a nightmare that cannot long last
Help me Lord, I just want out fast!
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Radhasoami!

Life is Akin to Hell. {134.}

Radhasoami!
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A pig can be content
to wallow in the muck.


So, human contentment is hardly
an absolute measure
of one’s state of existence.


God, paradise, salvation,
and such words
have obviously remained mere words
despite umpteen divine incarnations worldwide,
many global religions,
and centuries of humanity’s
apparent quest for a veritable utopia.


Humanity is confused and floundering,
drowned in its own flood
of meaningless knowledge.


You’ve got to know
just what you’re missing
to truly want it.


The rare soul
who sincerely yearns for God
naturally believes in the hereafter
perhaps as all fail to.


To such a one,
life does become akin to hell
and eternal bliss draws her
across the threshold of life.


I fear this world seems destined
to witness many a disaster yet
before frolicking humanity really needs to:
believe in the beyond,
desperately turn to God,
and earnestly strive for its redemption.
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Radhasoami!

Close Your Eyes to Life. {133.}

Radhasoami!
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Now, this is a tricky statement, indeed.


Closing one’s eyes to life
hardly seems like an ideal solution
to its umpteen ills,
or the most sensible mode to consummate it,
or to even truly transcend it.


However, instead of indulging in
mere intellectual satisfaction
to the detriment of truth
{yes, that is very possible!}, 
let’s try and get
what I’m trying to put across.


God and meditation and redemption
are enabled only through life
yet remain beyond it
and involve its transcendence.


Life is not the ultimate reality,
nor the best existence possible.


Life is a transitory state,
which the enlightened employ for their salvation.


The Buddha’s memorable last words on earth
perhaps cannot be bettered:
“All composite things pass away.
Strive for your own liberation with diligence.”


Life is just life -- 
dismally, incorrigibly, hopelessly -- 
even if one discusses God,
or the route to salvation;
the true journey has not begun yet.


The actual treading of the path
in meditation
is internal, solitary, lonely;
with one’s eyes closed
to life in its entirety,
both its best and worst.


God is beyond life.
Meditation is beyond life.
Salvation is beyond life.


Life cannot lead you to the afterlife,
unless you employ it rightly,
by denying it,
and seeking to transcend it rightly
through the prescribed techniques of meditation,
under the tutelage of
a living true master.


Well, well, nothing seems simple or easy.
There are too many usages
of such words as 
‘right’, ‘rightly’, ‘prescribed’, and ‘true’ 
in the preceding paragraph. 
And pray, who determines  ‘rightness’
and how exactly?


Once you have yearned for God, 
you cannot go back to 
square one again; 
your transcendence is rendered fated. 


God is the supermagnet
that loves Her children.


If you really want God,
just trust that you will 
be magically guided towards Her.


Remain true to your being
and honest in your quest.


As Goethe observed in Faust,
“For he who is unceasing in his striving
is ours for his redeeming.”
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Radhasoami!

Stop … Pause Awhile … Wonder … Think! {132.}

Radhasoami!
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Halt!
Pause awhile.


Stop living your usual life.
Take a break from routine.


You’ve been doing it for too long enough.
Have you got what you desired or expected?
Are you headed in the right direction?
Will this lead you to your destination?


The unreflected life is measly existence
or a brutish engagement
in the senseless ratrace
that characterizes most life.


Get out of the rut.
Accept that you are yet alien to God,
remote from the possibility
of your salvation,
and guarantee of attaining paradise.


This world is a temporary station,
decreed by the gods for destruction.


Life is but an illusory reality.


Tap into your innermost being,
you shall access the divine spark ,
which is your priceless soul.


This world is mere quicksand
and life a fleeting chance
for you to realize God.


Prove that you are a being
made in the likeness of God --
aware, enlightened, responsible, moral --
by valuing and persevering for your redemption
seriously, rightly, earnestly, determinedly, intensely, ….


Take a break
from your way of living,
and invent another
more adequate for your salvation.
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Radhasoami!

None of This is It. {127.}

None of This is It. {127.}
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Radhasoami!

There’s something fractured and dissatisfactory
about life that is frustrating.

The best of experiences still lack
that certain something real, desired, meaningful.

Human language proves utterly inadequate
if one aspires to describe
the most sublime of experiences;
expression remains denied to me.

I cannot help constantly feeling
it’s on the other side;
call it God, reality, truth,
bliss, completeness, eternity, salvation, paradise.

Beyond the threshold of life,
across the embrace of death,
perhaps awaits my Supreme Parent,
I strive with that trust,
longing to transcendentally leap across.
.
Radhasoami!
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Death is the Final Beloved. {126.}

Death is the Final Beloved. {126.}
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Radhasoami!

The world is too unreal and perishable.

Life is too fractured and fleeting.

The self is one’s responsibility.

God alone is real, desirable and important.

One’s soul alone matters eternally.

Meditation is the most worthwhile activity possible.

The goal is one’s final salvation ensured.

Death is merely crossing over
from life into the afterlife.

Death is the only embrace that can
lead one to divine bliss,
if one has striven rightly
for redemption during one’s lifetime.

So, let my love for my Maker
daw me inexorably towards Him.

Ah, Death, my final beloved,
I long for your kiss.

Radhasoami!
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